Open Policy /// 09:07
I can't deny the fact that it's been a truly emotional roller coaster ride for most of us in the class. The problems that we are facing and involving others with it. It seems that there's this back biting happening right in our midst. The scent of it is overwhelming. So this email should clear some of our negative perception of each other.
I'll start with writing:
A class full of interesting individuals. Individuals that see themselves as a people who deserves to be respected, heard and appreciated. Individuals who harbor so much emotional feelings for each other. There are times when these individuals differ in opinions and views. There are certainly times when these individuals wishes to kill, destroy or even torture each other. It's amazing how these individuals with their differing views manage to grow, learn and be there for each other.
That's a penny of my thoughts of the class. We seem to be so engrossed in every one's problems but never tend to see the flaws in ourselves. Some of you might be wondering why is Azhar penning his thoughts on this blog. The reason is simple it's cause he has fallen in love with his class. So deep is that love till all that remains on his mind is for us never to leave one another.
Most of you would see this as really contradicting. Maybe because people think that i'm this over exagerating, confident, attention seeking, wish to know all super bitch. but the fact remains that i'm still humans with the most flaws among you guys. I might not be able to admit it in front of you therefore i'll admit it in this blog.
People come, people go
Time fades away
Faces changing, contorted, smiles
One thing that always remains
Are memories that used to be
2 years ago we were not friends
2 years later we are just friends
is that enough by your standards
for me i wish more could come
much much more
feelings of disappointment
feelings of resentment
feelings of hatred
loams our hearts
resulting in lashing of unintentional words
as time heals the pain
the scar will always remain
tainted by consequences
of what was never our choice
are we that blind to see
are we that numb to feel
what is our hearts then!
was it not to feel for others
the sun rises, the sun sets
day by day it seeps in
options are laid
and choices made
thus i leave you guys to lay the options and make the hard choices
This is a penny of my thoughts after 2 and a half years of being with amazing and wonderful individuals who are flawed in all the unnecessary ways.
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